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I found a friend,very complicated,though for doing it is still a puzzle to me,but i contact with him eventually.I ask james,If have i done a stupid thing?he tells me it is depends on what my own experience of life.we chat is not good and then i really really realized this is the inevitable moment.anyway,that day is Christmas!i talk with Fu.it is very good.i turned off my phone last night,and then i didnt know why i switched on again,Fu called me at the same time.it's magical!now he is a graduate student,will be finish in next year,good to hear that he would get a good job in the south city,he is being well.now it is Economic Crisis,i quit my job and was going to an adventurer,i even had got a good job,it seems that a stupid decision.Zheng,he make plans for abroad in Europe or Austalia.he is going to be quit his job.he has everything,abandon kind of things,he is said none of them is that he want.like something havent touched me easier sometimes,Life is so precious,man`s whole life just only once.know how do you tell someone that you care about that you dont want the same things(this point eliot and jimmy said the same to me,I don't know why it happens,but it always does).happiness is in the doing,maybe i've donated my organs to medical science,i would get some special cancer,and the organs doesnt work.maybe i will tell you,i am just avoiding someone i dont like...

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你为什么那么爱笑，总是有讲不完的话。干嘛，你是在殖民地生活过，还是签署过马关条约，为什么总是把自己弄的像刚刚打完越战回来一样。我和他这样的对话经常出现。他喜欢在大冷天叫我出去，在自习，就被他拉出去，很冷的，大家都是人，我怕冷好不好，又不是祖籍北极的熊，他就是要出去，没办法人太好，去就去啊，这样的事很多。到大四换我了，他陪我去家乐福，陪我去黑市买单车，然后骑单车慢的个要死。有次穿了件衣服，难看的不像话，不过他坚持说那很值钱。会和我回奶奶家，经常出入一些莫名其妙的地带。我曾经问他，你好像没送过我什么东西对吧，他说全都在你肚子里。也是我爸爸泡的那个植物就是他送的，说到底还真是在肚子里。他会买很多东西给我吃，要知道，许多人首先都会从“吃”中寻找温暖和安慰。据说昔日的食品能给人带来安全感，至少让人觉得这个世界上还有一成不变的东西，至少我是这样觉得的了。他很照顾我的情绪，会问我还生气么，之类的。他知道我所有的阴暗面，我们经常打赌一些很无聊的情节。我和他磨合的很好，是经过很长的时间才会形成的，这种东西一旦形成，年龄再大也改变不了了。也许有人知道我是说谁，你们都会觉得他很帅，他一直很热衷于这种表扬，当然他七窍生烟都不会承认的。他也一直认为我是个不重感情没心没肺的人，怎样，我确实是，谢谢，所以还有些乌七八糟的细节不记得了。好啦，现在他是乐不思蜀和个女的准备欢乐大结局嘛。

ps：有些内容补充于09年3月 纪念08年底的那次见面