小party

近期参加了一个小型的party,都是多年的高中同学，邀约我的时候我细细的问了一下，以确定我能坐在那能搭上话的人数。和一个老朋友一起赴约的，我想先说说他。杨和我从七岁的时候开始认识，甚至在读完高中以前我们都是一个班的。很小的时候，我并不是老师心目中的好学生，相反我很捣蛋，我也在很久以后和卢回忆起那时的生涯，说怎么会有一项纪律叫做上课不许乱走动，现在看来很好笑，可是当时确实有很多小朋友喜欢做这样的事，其中就有我。这只是铺垫，我想说的是我曾经打杨，然后他哭了，姥爷来学校告状，这并不光彩，但是小时候不知道什么叫羞耻心，依然觉得为什么打一下头可以哭的那么夸张。他最近休假回来，告诉我他找到女朋友了，一直在我面前侃侃而谈他生活有多幸福，我只是想证明给他看我也过的很好，于是我默默的给了一个敷衍的微笑。后来的聚会中，也认出了几个久违的人，比如高原在离火车站一百米的地方问火车站往哪走，李琳结婚了，曹平的饭店可以给我们多少折扣...大家都在踏入无知的未来，我们永远不知道前沿在哪里，就像我们永远不知道微软要更新换代到几级，我们也不知道火车是不是还要继续提速、离内心丰盈的日子是不是又近了很多。每个人都有很多有趣的事情分享，我也喜欢这样。

it's ok

I'm thinking,after all those beautiful trips,that this is one of those common ones.Good to see somebody from the place.i had seem many little boys naked the whole day,i dont know why,and i was wondering how they are live,told be ture,that I've been just thinking about dumb stuff,they feel cool.this place i had been many yeaes ago so deja vu.these days is hard to me,Because I need english to say this.it makes it even easier to just say this.there's got to be a less extreme solution to me financial situations here.Ok,I'm broke,oh,no,no,i cant believe it,but that is true.i must say good bye to many good thing,It's time I go back to my regular life.luckily,just my friends,They are the nicest guys,Bobo,Wang,Jun.thoughtful....now I tried making friends with God by inviting him to my house to talk about this.Bless me.i always like the happy ending,I want to encourage a boy,We barely even know each other,Wangxunjian,You're doing well.